a new place to rant.
shifted.

http://odd-ments.blogspot.com

dance uncensored's finally over!
gosh...
so gonna miss hall dance.
and this is how it ended for me.
=p

thanks to weiting, thomas, kelvin, simyee and liren.
for all the fabulous choreos..
and to the other dancers in RH,
for accompanying me to dance in one way or another!
and also all my frens and supporters who came to watch!
ahha.

it's great when you can perform.

the atmosphere was super hyped up at the last show.
especialli with all our humongous presents for our choreos.
haha.
raffles hall was a bang man.
our dance was entertaining, ain't it?
hope ya guys like it!
i enjoyed dancin it sooooo much too!
=)

anyway i just finished givin my whole room a new clean up!
feels so refreshed now..
muaha.
waitin for breakfast!

tell me wat did i do wrong.
i'm really lost and confused.
on how to salvage the situation.

is it me?
or is it just that things i'm thinkin too much.
seems lk things are getting loose.
in every single area.

and i'm trying my best to balance other areas in life.

i'm lost in my own feelings.

yuko always experiences revelations in the toilet.
while she bathes.

todae it was bout blogging.
i used to think that those who blogged simply were weaklings
who had no where else to vent their frustration and unhappiness
but to just blog it.
i used to detest readin blogs that always blabbered on how upset/depressed one is.

but i realised,
these ppl are actualli the strong ones.
bcos they're willing to admit their weaknesses.
they've identified the wrong things in life
and are brave enough to speak of it.

being able to talk about ur own feelings,
is a step of ur own ego.
to know that u are willing to admit u feel upset,
to talk about it,
is to acknowledge that you are looking for IMPROVEMENTS,
looking for SOLUTIONS to better yourself
after knowing u are weak in that area.

on the other hand,
keeping quiet and thinkin that u're alone,
are just REASONS to justify how sad u are.
plus, it does no justice to those who try to reach out to u.

not like those who've identified and yet keep mum about it.
wats so cool bout being closed in to yourself?

"if you respect me as a fren,
den do me honour and share with me ur troubles.
only then would i know that im ur fren."
this statement i would never forget.

so when u look at ur blog posts,
and it seems/feels/sounds like you are gettin weaker,
fret not.
for u are actualli growing stronger.
unknowingly.

enjoying dance.
as much as i can for now.
=)

am i being too complaining?

have you ever wondered how hard it is
to keep the toilet clean,
when it is a place where we
empty all the dirt on our body in?

it's just so contradicting.

i took my bathing stuff and walked into the kitchen...

blk 5 resident: hello..
yuko: hello!
blk 5 resident: what're you doing??haha.
yuko: i'm bathing here.
blk 5 resident: errr....-____-"....(spastic face)
yuko: just kiddin.haha.

how can i ever spout such random nonsense.
gosh.
i can't stand myself.
haha.

thanks to clement for his lunch treat todae!
haha.
and we persevered PA dance practice together again!
though most of the other blastards weren't there.
=)

i'm just a plain simple me.